Should I continue with this?

hello people,

i am back after long break. Not a break actually, i had a really hectic time.

Here, I joined a society. Student society, and I also joined something else, maybe 'usrah' thingy i should say.
Hmm but somehow I feel there's something not right somewhere.

I know I shouldn't feel this way, but, suddenly the feeling to rebel is calling inside me.

It is not because of the society itself. But maybe because of myself. lacking of knowledge and lack of reading.

We are demanding of something 'telus' somewhere. But the point here is, are we being 'telus' ourselves?

I dont know, I am nobody to question. Maybe I should think about this in my dream.

Maybe I am no one to ask this question.