Lonely

Being lonely is sweet, but tough sometimes.


However, the sweetness of being alone overrides everything. for me, honestly.



Because when I am alone, I have my own space and I am in my own world, where only me and Allah exist.



When I am alone, I can feel Him more.


Thats why I prefer to be alone. But yeah, I only get chance to be alone during final exam. Not even during the study week, but the only time is the night before the exam.


But its okay though. At least I still get my space and I am so happy for that.


Dear Allah, i miss You, i heart thou.



p/s: Today my breathlessness get really bad, I need to catch up my breath badly. Lucky I did that in my room so no one knows, it also happened in the exam hall but everyone was so busy so no one noticed. Great.

But the breathlessness cause pain in my chest. It is hard for me to breath. Am I going to die soon? Owh Please Allah i dont want to die here in Ireland, at least give me chance to go back see my family first.


Deep inside my heart, I realized, You own me Allah. My life is yours.



I love You Allah, I heart thou. <3