Thursday, 13 December 2012

Something that I keep as a secret

My breathlessness is getting worse.


Until I can feel like I can collapse anytime.



But I never tell anyone, I just write here. Maybe after I die, people can read my blog and know what I am going through.



Yes, it is hard for me to breath and it is painful, dull-like pain. But I dont have time, I have final exam this evening, and no one gonna have time to listen to my complain. Even me myself dont have time to think about this breathlessness thing.



From what I learn in school, usually shortness of breath can occur with activity. And yeah, I experienced that, when I am cycling.


So one day, I decided to walk to school instead of cycling so I wont face any breathlessness. Sadly, I still had the  shortness of breath until I have to stop walking for a while and inhale using my mouth and gasping for the cold air. 


Now, I am just at my study table, doing nothing, but reading and listening to some musics.


I still have my shortness of breath now.


It is a challenge for me.


But its okay, I need to continue studying because the exam is just few hours from now. Yosh!


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