I think I will die soon.

Yes, everyone will die, that's for sure. But for my case, it is like 'soon'. I don't know how soon, but kind of soon.

WHY?

I always have problem with my brain, feel like I am going to collapse anytime, sometimes i do have double vision, or blurred vision.

Breathlessness? Gosh, thats countless! So many times! >.<
Palpitations (awareness of heartbeat) and sometimes I do feel like my heart is going to burst our from my rib cage so I lengthen my hand to catch the heart in case it really jump out from my chest. Urgh that's insane dude!

So, I think I will die soon.

Real soon.

So, what should I do?

1) Call Allah more often. Ask Him so that I will die in a good way (husnul khotimah).
2) Seek forgiveness from Allah,
3) Spend more time to read Quran and zikrullah.
4) Call my parents more often.
5) Pay the nazar, fasting in Ramadan, any salah.
6) Take care of the relationship with people around.
7) Persatuan thingy -paperwork and stuff; pass it to someone so if I die, they will still get access to my laptop and the stuff inside.
8) Tell him that I love him. Used to.