THINK POSITIVE

When life gives you lemon, make lemonade from it. They said.

But, the truth is, for me at least, when life gives lemon, it will irritate my eyes, and I will cry.

I am too fragile, I know that.

Perhaps I am not strong enough.

Being pampered much.

By whom?

By my dad. I know, he loves so much. Thanks Allah for making my dad as MY dad.

But, for the other person, I tried my best, for years, to love him/her (I am not going to mention the gender here). I tried to miss him/her, but simply, I cant. There's nothing about that person that can make me miss him/her, or love him/her.

Sorry about that. I know you deserve more than anyone else, but maybe one fine day, we should sit together and reflex. I believe, we will both come to a conclusion that it is okay for me not to love you (yeah, I do, but not much, just for the sake of respect, and I have to love you because I have to, not because I want to).

But my friends pampered me. 

Since I was in primary school, high school, foundation, university.

EVERYONE.

They pampered me and never done anything bad to me. They laugh at my jokes, wipe my tears, treat me like a kid, celebrate my birthday, never angry with me, etc.

So , I would say, God is fair.