So today somebody came to my house. it was amazing, it was fun, because i had opportunity to pray and recite mathurat together; something like a good kick-start to continue a super duper sad hectic depressing life.

may Allah bless her. and the other one as well who came last night and spent Subuh prayer with me.

Allah, thanks for helping me to occupy my heart with YOU. Yes, with You and only You.

Because Allah, You are THE PERFECT CREATOR. I miss You and I hope I can meet You one day. Hopefully, I will be able to pay for your paradise and to meet You, our ultimate goal, indeed.

I make this blog so private because it is only between YOU and me, Allah. It is so sweet right Allah? I never see You but I know You see me, You treat me like a child, You taught me lessons of life, You rubbed me against stones, not to hurt me, but to polish me so I will become diamond.

Oh Allah, I miss You, indeed. I want to meet You but I know my good deeds are definitely not enough.

owh forgive me Allah.

I need to stop for a while, now. Go back to study, and will never forget You.

WHY?

because You are my God and You are the King of my heart.